In a time when I'm in a brain fog because I'm sick, why is it that I can't read normal journal entries and make sense of them, but I can read yours and it makes sense? @.@
Such is my brain.
But, I do have to say that I really enjoy reading these somewhat complex posts of yours cause its interesting and well thought through. That, and I always liked psychology. :3
And though I never have been able to imagine a relationship one on one with either a male or a female, I have imagined and daydreamed what it would be like to live in a threesome. I'm not much for romantical love but I do like companionship and making people happy. Being the go between for people when they need a break from the other. Without seeing my current position that might seem odd (or normal?) but considering I have lived as the go between for my parents ever since I was a child (even though not sexually a go between) I guess it would be normal for me to want that. Because its all I've known. Relationships haven't ever been one on one to my eyes. It's been one on one to another when the one and one doesn't work.
I don't think I made much sense. But you've helped me with an issue I've been trying to figure out for a while now. Why I'm not attracted to either sex by themselves. Because psychologically I am and always will be a third wheel...
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Such is my brain.
But, I do have to say that I really enjoy reading these somewhat complex posts of yours cause its interesting and well thought through. That, and I always liked psychology. :3
And though I never have been able to imagine a relationship one on one with either a male or a female, I have imagined and daydreamed what it would be like to live in a threesome. I'm not much for romantical love but I do like companionship and making people happy. Being the go between for people when they need a break from the other. Without seeing my current position that might seem odd (or normal?) but considering I have lived as the go between for my parents ever since I was a child (even though not sexually a go between) I guess it would be normal for me to want that. Because its all I've known. Relationships haven't ever been one on one to my eyes. It's been one on one to another when the one and one doesn't work.
I don't think I made much sense. But you've helped me with an issue I've been trying to figure out for a while now. Why I'm not attracted to either sex by themselves. Because psychologically I am and always will be a third wheel...